I'm back online, and excited. This is like my home away from home. I had to get off because I was obbsessing, I really wanted to build a site for myself. Mainly for fun but also to keep entries, photos, digital trinkets. It reminds me of surfinig the web as a kid when all there was were personal pages. Authentic people, no marketing, no bots, real people and a fresh form of expression and communication.

I've been spending the past few months figuring out my real identity. The self i've been supressing from the world. Now that i've had some time to get use to myself, and understand myself better I thought id try this again. I want a place to save these thoughts and memories, digital things, crochet projects and thoughts, recipes, whatever I want to share.

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I've been on a mission. I had truley lost the joy in life and felt nothing now for a couple months. Im tying to find the fun. The spontenuity. Stop taking life too seriously. and learn what brings me joy.

We are currently in a long time move we have been apart of and finally about to have some space for ourselves. Im excited to make cool things for the house, cook some fun stuff, and begin a new chapter of my life. I will keep updating regularly for now.

So our new move has landed us in New York, like way north. The weather up here is a little colder for a longer part of the year. I see family back home posting pictures of flowers blooming while its still snowing here, its not terrible but different. im excited for the nice weather to come tho.

My wifes new job is a blessing, but she finally had a dayoffwe were suppose to watch armaggedon and hang out but she ended up wanting to nap most of the day. No worries we were able to get out a few days ago and find a nice nature trail, we all love the woods. Since she was tired my son came with me and we went for the 2 mile walk, i have pictures i will post soon.

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It was fun, we were able to stop at the grocery store and get fried chicken, hes been wanting fried chicken. Im glad hes finding enjoyment in little things.

I finished a granny square bag today, I've realy been getting into the possibilities with these, the bag was so quick and fun to make i want to make a lot more. keep an eye out for that too. Im also trying to write up some stuff to post on a crochet page I want to add but i dont have the most time and easter breakhas me very busy so ill keep trying.

Either way it was a mello day felt a little out of myself but not bad so we made it through. but I hope tommorrow feels a little more natural.